Wednesday, May 28, 2008

FRIENDS



I always look forward to see you every time… you make me shine every time I see you smile… I don’t care if you don’t care for me… but I always care if you’re okay… I hate seeing you sad just don’t hesitate to tell me why… I can help you every time you’re sad… just call me and I’ll be there… even if you’re too far from me I don’t care what’s important is we’ll keep in touch… I don’t care if people say that I’m stupid because I still care for you despite of all things happen... I never care about there opinion... what I care is you... I’m not doing this because I still love you but because I care for everybody who passes by to help me grow... I thank everybody because they care for what I feel and they love me for who I am... Friends like them are like stuffed toys in a toy store... It’s like you see them good because they are still many but when you buy one and you look at it, the stuffed toy looks sad because it’s alone already... I hate to alone because I love being with you always....

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

FEAR



FEAR is everything and nothing... FEAR does not exsist, we give it exsistence, we give it life and then it seeks to control our lives... it is powerful yet powerless.

being the real me...


When something seems to be not right I just came to the point of giving up... But no wonder, I am strong to stand again and start something new and unique... I hate people who judge me without knowing the real reason of why am I like that... Honestly, I’m not satisfied where I am now... I don’t know how to start renovating myself... Being the real me is quite hard... But I doubt being plastic... I am strong when I am down... But I am weak when I am on top of everybody, because I’m afraid to fall... I hate being somebody, I don’t like pretending being one of them... maybe I am QUIET outside BUT I am DEVILISH inside....